well then

Update on my last blog...IU's got me covered. $16,000 a year, pretty good for grant money. Thank you. Too bad I don't know if I am going there anymore...it's between IU and BSU right now. Let's wait and see what BSU has to offer.

So I can't read anyones blogs anymore because everyone has made them private. So I don't know what the point of having blogger anymore is haha.

meh?!

Are there any scholarships out there for 18 year old blonde haired blue eyed extremely indecisive book reading slightly above averaged students who graduated in December of 2007 from HHS and have a cat named Lilly, divorced parents, 4 step siblings, a brother, and play the trumpet? I think I could win that one.

just some lyrics

I woke up this morning with a funny taste in my head.
Spackled some butter over my whole grain bread.
Something tastes different, maybe it's my tongue.
Something tastes different, suddenly I'm not so young.

I'm just a stranger, even to myself.
A re-arranger of the proverbial bookshelf.
Don't be a fool girl, tell him you love him.
Don't be a fool girl, you're not above him.

I never thought I could love anyone but myself.
Now I know I can't love anyone but you.
You make me think that maybe I won't die alone.
Maybe I won't die alone.

Kiss the boys as they walk by, call me their baby.
But little do they know, I'm just a maybe.
Maybe my baby will be the one to leave me sore.
Maybe my baby will settle the score.

What have I become?
Something soft and really quite dumb.
Because I've fallen, oh, 'cuz I've fall-fallen, oh 'cuz I've fall-fall-fallen
So far away from the place where I started from.

-Ingrid Michaelson-

my teeth hurt

I really hate the dentist. Scraping away with that small metal tool and flossing up to the gums is not my cup of tea. Ow. To add to my enjoyment, I have to get my four wisdom teeth out. YAY. Good day.

I read 2 books in 3 days.
the perks of being a wallflower and Animal Farm. Now I have nothing. Any suggestions?

moving right along here.

we'll i am pretty much over it.
took a few more poundings to the heart.
i wonder how many pieces it is in now?
i guess the only thing left to do now is
GROW UP.

I think the only way
I could have screwed that one up any worse
Was if I tried.

This week the trend
Was to crash and burn,
Then return again.